Wordy Words • 12 • 3

my eyes wander of their own accord
and see so much

                     depth

infinite patterns
of behavior and light.

they confuse my mind with their
simplistic redundancy
and my hair gets in the way

and I wish my face would melt          away.

these mountains of my pain are
insurmountable,

       so I tunnel beneath their massive peaks
                           until their weight buries me sad
and I would hope you’d dig me out

 

but I despair of anyone rescuing me

and tears form under my dusty eyes
and streams flow down my face
and lakes collect at my feet
and the rivers roll                   away                into the darkness

and I’m carried on down them
to the

    oceans of my living.

 

 

placid and blue do they      stretch      out
with so much

                 depth

infinite patterns
of shimmering ripples.

I

dive

into

them

and as I peacefully
drown I throw this
order into chaotic harmony.

 

 

beneath the surface I swim
looking for bliss.

miles to

the

        ocean floor I fall

with my heart all fire
and there I find…

 

you riding on the back of a whale.
your lithe fingers sewing quickly
with so much depth,

infinite patterns
of rainbow thread send my mind
spinning into boundless comprehension.

 

 

I lose my grip on reality and

fall into your life         and I

fall into your heart        and I

fall into love.

And reality has returned but it is so
strange to me.